nah sorry i cant go out tonight, i have plans to spiral into uncontrollable anxiety starting in the early evening and ending at roughly 3 am
What makes me sad the most is when I look back at my life a year ago and realize how little everything has changed. Like I do feel slightly different but not about everything. The world around me is nearly the same. Life either makes me so anxious I can barely handle any emotional problem or so boring I want to die. Being a teenager sucks ass and yet I’ve had countless older people tell me that these are the best years of my life. I really hope that was just their experience.
do you ever get that horrible feeling in your stomach because you can’t imagine anyone ever falling in love with you and wanting to spend the rest of their life with you
I hope the same to you, you wonderful wonderful person
do you know how scary it is to acknowledge how strong your feelings are for someone and your brain is like “maybe you love them” and you’re like SHUT THE FUCK UP BRAIN YOU DONT KNOW SHIT